February 2010
can you just STOP complaining !?
phyllisbbyx:
like real shit , I want him , but he wants you . be happy , he’s yours now right ? and that’s what YOU wanted !? so why do you keep complaining about guys are fucking YOU over ? hm , yeaaah .. kinda bothering the fuck outta me ..
THANK YOU FOR SAYING THIS!!! I sincerely thank you. I thought I was the only one going through this right now…
Don't mind the crap at the bottom of my last...
Beauty Rush by Yours Truly
How do I describe what you do to me? Every metaphor, every simile; it doesn’t seem like enough Elizabeth said “How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.” But I’d need more numbers than infinity Lloyd said “She’s my pusha”, and I suppose you’re mine But even that doesn’t adequately describe the high you put me on Beyonce said she’s...
Gosh did I mess up THAT bad?!
It's crazy how you can feel so alive, then one...
January 2010
I want you to wrap your arms around me and tell me...
I really messed up this time
I didn’t mean to do it, I swear!
I was having an uber bad day and I knew thought I could take it out on you without you hating me. But I guess I was wrong…I’M SORRY! I felt so bad today when you didn’t talk to me. “Hi”…Not even a “Bye”…I watched you walk out of class today without a second thought as to what you were doing. I watched...
I hate you with a PASSION
I never planned on treating you the way I did today..It just happened.I saw you and I went into bxtch mode…I’m sorry. Really, I am. I don’t know what came over me…
You’re just so stupid. You make dumb jokes. You do a lot of unnecessary things. You say the most retarded things. You’re definitely a smart xss. You just annoy the hell out me. But I love every...
How do I put this into words...
I can’t let myself feel this…desire for you that I’m feeling. I know it sounds stupid, but I can’t get hurt again. And little things you do kill me. Like when you don’t say hi. Or you don’t ask what’s wrong when I know I look pissed. Or when you act like I’m not even there…
No, I can’t let myself fall for you, because I can’t keep...
DAMN IT!!
I don’t even think that’s enough to describe just how mad you make me…
So why do I still love you?
You know I love you. I know you love me...Did you...
I thought I understood this little relationship thing we had, but I really don’t. One day, we’re really close. Always around eachother. Smiling non stop. But other days you don’t look at me. A “hi” is all I get from you. And the moments when I think you notice how upset you’re making me, I realize that you’re not paying attention enough to notice…It...
To Make You Feel My Love by Adele
When the rain is falling in your face And the whole world is on your case I could offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one there to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven’t made your mind a bit But I would never do you wrong I’ve known it from the moment...
Falling for You By Colbie Caillet
I don’t know but I think I may be Falling you, dropping so quickly Maybe I should keep this to myself Wait until I know you better
I am trying not to tell you But I want to; I’m scared what you’ll say So I’m hiding what I’m feeling But I’m tired of holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time Just thinkin’ ‘bout you I...
My seekret place .
itsvanessatime:
My seekret place to hide is my bedroom , I lock myself in there so I can get away from everything . I sit on my bed & put the sheets over my head then fall asleep . I have no where else to go except there to get away from my parents even though their still in the house , I feel as if I am in my own little world .
wow you said exactly how I feel all the time
I'm way too corny. I think too much. I always...
I thought I wouldn't love you, but I do...
I thought I could get through this without thinking much. I thought I could handle this without feeling anything. I thought I could be next to you without wanting you like this. I thought I could be around you without loving you more…
Now I know that all I do is think of you. Now I know I can’t handle these feelings I have for you. Now I know I stay next to you because I only want...
Just when I thought I could get over you, I lost...
It's you. You're the one I talk about all the...
phyllisbbyx:
(via itsjaimielynn)
I wish he could read this
because I'm just THAT corny aha
Me: You know what song is uber cute
Him: What song?
Me: To Make You Feel My Love by Adele
Him: hhmmm
(he is listening to it...)
Me: You like it?
Him: It's nice!
Me: Yaaay! I knew you'd like it!
Him: Imma cry now
Me: Aaaww! Why?
Him: The song
Me: Aha Yeah, I love listening to it. It gives me the same feeling as Winter Air (by Annasay)
Him: What's that?
Me: like everything in my mind is captured in the song..all the wishful thinking. all the dreams I've ever had. rolled together to make the songs of my heart
Him: Same...o.o
A COUPLE IMs LATER
Me: That was corny aha
Him: Not really
Me: Everything I write is corny
Him: Nope!
Me: aha If you think so...
Him: I know so, hun.
Me: I like it when you call me that
Him: Haha Why's that?
Me: everything I think to say to answer that question is UBER corny ahaha
Me: It just makes me feel special. Like for a short moment in time, I'm the only one you're thinking of
Him: Awww how cute (:
just realized
how much I like Lil’ Wayne, Kanye, T.I., Eminem, and Drake as lyricists! They’re so dope!!!
Have you ever gotten really pissed all of a...
Sucky feeling. I have no clue how to fix it..
stupidity...
are you dumb? you act like you’re still in middle school at McDonald’s. NOOO! You’re fuckin 15 at a Cotillion! Act your own damn age. Sit up. Eat right. Be serious for a sec!
That shit is dumb and you know better. Then you want to look at me like I’m stupid?!
You got that shit ALL twisted…
Creation of Woman from the rib of Man: She was not...
(via lovevanessa)
So true!
are you stupid?
do you realize that if you don’t say yes to him, he hurt ME for no reason. I don’t mean to sound conceded or bxtchy but you stole him from me and now you’re saying you don’t want him! That shxt’s not cool at all! You kept saying you didn’t want to hurt me. Well that’s inevitable. The least you could do is let my hurting mean something. If you say no, that...
Why don't you understand?!
I’m trying to get over him. I want you to take him. I don’t care about 8th grade. I don’t care about my “history” with him. He never liked me. He liked you within the first couple weeks of meeting you. That means something! Why would I step in between that? Yeah, you’re my best friend and technically you’re not suppose to do that. But I’m not normal!...
It's crazy how you can make me hate you one...
14108.) I keep the real me locked away, hidden...
phyllisbbyx:
fameisfamous:
(via blogsecret)
14148.) I'm really annoyed with the fact that I...
phyllisbbyx:
fameisfamous:
(via blogsecret)
"In the Dark" by Yours Truly (Don't worry. It's...
Something about us changed in the dark I thought I knew you, you thought you knew me But we discovered new people, felt new people, together You’ve met my other half, the side no one knows The side with music and creativity The side with fear and insecurities The side with pain and a want for healing You even found my side with lust and desire I spoke like no one’s heard I...
