February 2012
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“Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to...”
– Charles Bukowski (via runawaytrain)
Euphoria: I want an innocent relationship →
I want kisses and cuddling and innocent fun. I’m tired of all relationships being about sex nowadays. No wonder no one can stay together. What happened to cute dates and monthaversaries? I want the type of relationship that is full of excitement and doing stuff like exploring or just going out…
It’d be nice to have this. It’d be so much less complicated that way.
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Do I see a pattern?
I’m finding that there are trends in the reasons that I crush on guys..Like the other day I realized that I like athletes. All the guys I have actually been interested in have been in football, baseball, basketball, or track. Except two of them. They were in drumline, but the way our drumline practices they might as well be considered athletes. And today I noticed that I really do have a...
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I'm tired of not being perfect.
Everything used to come easy. Now I struggle every time I try. And it makes me look stupid..I know what people expect of me. So why I can’t I just be it all?
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One of those love things..
I love when a guy remembers what I tell him. It doesn’t have to be anything special that he remembers (though, those things are sweet). What I really like is the little stuff. Like remembering my schedule for the weekend. Or remembering a habit I told him about. It’s the little stuff that I’ll say nonchalantly in a conversation that I love to be remembered. It lets me know that...
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Password
I can understand giving your significant other your password. It’s a trust thing. And they can leave cutesy things on your dash/news feed/whatever you’re on every once in a while. Adorable, of course. But I will never understand why the other always feels the need to post things on their FB. If you want to use Facebook so bad, why not use your own? There’s no point in confusing...
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Let's make things clear.
I am crushing hard no doubt. That happens. But as much as I am an optimist, I’m a realist all the same. The way I see things is “Don’t expect the worst. But don’t expect the best either.” So I’m chillin’ right now. Seeing how much happiness I can get out of this little friendship thing. I’m not trying to be serious right now. I don’t want to be...
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*le sigh* :)
Done with most of my homework. I should do the rest, but I think I can get away with doing it during school tomorrow. Yup, I am procrastinating. But it’s all good. I’m lightweight too happy to worry too much. I know me; I’ll get it done…eventually ahaha
Good Night guys :) Wishing you, and myself, sweet dreams..
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“So I’ll call your phone and hang up before it actually rings. I’ll write you...”
– Rudy Francisco
Ohmyg.
I am definitely procrastinating hard right now. Listened to music. I went and took a nap. Now I’m back listening to music. But I added Bejeweled to the procrastination :) This is bad, so so bad.
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When I listen to music
Sometimes I don’t feel like dancing. I don’t feel like hearing a whole bunch of beats. I don’t feel like trying to decipher a rap verse. Sometimes I just want to sing. As loud as I can. With everything in me. I think that’s what a lot of the mainstream music is lacking. Just give me a strong song, melodically and lyrically, and an acoustic guitar. And allow me to sing to...
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*fangirling*
This is looking way too far into this whole friend thing..but wouldn’t it be awesome if he asked me prom?! I think it would be :)
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Your syntax and grammar is often wrong, but I let it slide because I like how your face looks. It’s who you are. Who am I to tell you to fix it?
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This dude is so down to earth. We’re literally talking about nothing. But it’s the way he says stuff. Never rude, never cocky. He’s just chill. Haven’t met someone like this in a while.
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“Chasing the light I’ve found, no hesitation, taking my time for now....”
– Collin McLoughlin Chasing Dreams
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Woke up at 6:00am
6:53am now and I’m just chilling in bed. I suppose it’s time for me to stop procrastinating. Good Morning Love.
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New Songs.
Collin McLoughlin - Chasing Dreams Jeff Bernat - Just Vibe
Thanks to @ikennguyenyourheart for having a dope acoustic play list. Very soothing after a long day.
I'm having such a hard time getting my priorities...
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Random Pet Peeve
not really a pet peeve because it’s only about one song but whatever
“You put it down like New York City, I never sleep. Wild like Los Angeles, my fantasy. Hotter than Miami, I feel the heat. Miss International Love.”
Why is this song called “International Love”? I’m pretty sure that New York City, Los Angeles, and Miami are all in America. How about...
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He reblogged it?!
Oh goodness. Imma need his friends to not know me if they have tumblr’s. How awkward would that be to have someone else reblogged that post and they knew that I was the one who wrote it? aha It’s not that embarrassing of post, but still. I met a cute guy. I wrote about it. Now he knows I wrote it. It’s a lightweight embarrassing situation aha He said he doesn’t really look...
Dear Facebook
I don’t want to be a stalker. Why do you force me to be? Seriously. Seeing what people ‘like’? Seeing what they comment and the picture/status they comment on? I’d beg to differ if you don’t think that’s at least a little creepy.
Sincerly, Girl who lightweight misses Myspace
Oh no!
What have I done?! Why can’t I be a normal teenager with a normal blog? Instead of my girly/depressing self on here? ahahaha I gotta start blogging as if I were talking to people in person. It’d be all smiles and unicorns aha
AAAAHHH!!!
*fangirlshriek*
Remember Christian Miller?! Well he talked to me again today! And I’m going to the basketball game tonight where he will be! I am definitely okay with this. Don’t think I’ll be getting a boyfriend or anything. But a cute boy is having a conversation with me. What girl wouldn’t be excited?! ahaha
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Going to bed without having done any homework..
This is the slump that I don’t want to be in. I’ve been doing an okay job of pulling myself out and being the big girl that I’m supposed to be. But right now, I am no where near in the mood to be the big girl. For once I’d like to not have to talk. I’d like to not have to pull.. I just want someone to pull for me....
too much!
lxisaurus:
being a senior teenager is hard. I have so much i need to be thinking about all at one time and i don’t know where to start with any of them. With all of this college stuff, prom, drumline, driving, and school stuff i think im going to go insane. im so overwhelmed D:
That word..
That word was never a word that I would use to describe how I feel..I never thought to use that word and I purposely never did. I didn’t want to think that my emotions were that intense, that my thoughts were that heavy. But since you brought that word up, and I’ve had time to think about it, my brain has gone crazy trying to make sense of it…And I’m afraid to say that I...
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In the darkness..
You seem to shine through. Though I wake up feeling hopeless, I find my hope when I find you. Eventually I want to be able to circulate my own light but until then I will look to you. You don’t have to do much. You smile. You laugh. You hold me. You kiss me. You speak. You stay silent. You are you. I cannot help but be happier. It’s the way you know when I need you and how I need you....
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Post-Graduation Dance Goals
Get more flexible
Become a better modern/contemporary dancer
Get back into hip hop
Learn how to salsa or tango (waltz would be cool too though)
People say I’m a good dancer. I’d say I’m a good performer (not to say I’m sucky, my performance face masks my mistakes very well). I definitely want to expand my dancing abilities. Don’t know if I’ll use it for...
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Are you mad?!
When people flip off the camera. I don’t understand why people throw it up like it’s the peace sign.
When will it ever not be my fault.
mizzyeffbaybee:
seriously.
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*le sigh*
This is never going to get better.
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You being against what someone is doing doesn’t mean you have the right to undermine their intelligence. They’re reasoning could be just as good as yours. You don’t make people want to think like you. You make people want to hate you and hate what you believe in. And last I checked hate wasn’t what your ideology was about.
THINK before you start judging others.
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How I Met Your Mother.
That’s what your your song sounds like that you play on the piano during break. A song that would play at the end of How I Met Your Mother.
Why can't you do what you say you're going to?!
Why get mad at me for being upset if you’re just going to go back on what you said you’d do? I actually have reason to be upset. You’re just being irritating.
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"your story sounds like something out of a Disney...
ahaha Do my blogs always sound like Disney Channel Movies? I think that’s hilarious. I mean, I know I embellish my writing and try to make it sound interesting (without lying of course) but dang aha I must be a really good story teller. I try to write well even when I’m blogging. Give the cute details that readers want to know. I like telling you guys stuff, even the girly stuff. Who...
@biaaamac
You’re awesome! I friggin’ love you for that! aha Gotta love AP Lit terms.
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Alright.
That last post was so girly, it’s ridiculous. I’m such a girl!
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Hush Day
Today at school we played a school wide game called Hush Day. The rules were that you couldn’t verbally speak to the opposite sex, including teachers and staff, outside of instructional time. Everyone had a paper heart around their neck. If you spoke to the opposite sex outside of instructional time you had to give that person your heart. It was like “Who are you willing to give your...
Are you kidding me?!
I just don’t deserve anything do I? No thank you’s. No you did a good job. I just enjoy doing everything for everyone else. That’s what I’m here for. Not to receive. Oh no! Have someone do something for me or say something nice about me?! That would be crazy! No, I’m here to give advice and tell everyone else how beautiful they are and take charge of everything and do...
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Thanks for the follow @penguinmuffin. I appreciate it a lot.
Where are these followers come from? Am I doing good at blogging what I feel without going over board? It’s not that I think I suck as a writer. Getting new followers just makes me wonder what convinces people to click +follow, you know? What did you read that made you think “I want to read your stuff more often”?...
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Oh, how lovely.
I posted all these love quotes because as much as I’m hating Valentine’s Day, I love Valentine’s Day. I love the idea of love. I love seeing couples exchange gifts. I love seeing girls with giant bears. I love hearing about the secret plans my friends have made for their significant others. It’s sooo…romantic. I just love romanticism. <— That sentence is...
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“A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose...”
– Sir Thomas More
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“To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult our human...”
– Anna Louise Strong